Hate

I hate everything

I can't concentrate on my work. I have to write a program with Java as my final college project. When I start to think about project steps suddenly my mind goes somewhere else, for example now I want to thing how I can write a file but after one minute my mind considers irrelevant stuffs! "If something happens in the future then what should I do? If somebody tells me bad words how should I react? If I fall into a disaster then …?" and you can imagine any other negative words and thoughts.

Every day I'm getting closer to project deadline but I can't constrain my mind to obey my commands. It's a very bad situation. I am agonist.

Now instead of doing the right thing, I came here, created a blog and posted this silly text!

I have to fix this, I'm sure I'm in a bad mental state.